Not everyone will like it either way. It’s not possible. People like different things. Do your thing. Don’t try to make it to appeal to the masses. Do what you love. Some will like it, some won’t. But at least you’ll be true to yourself.
You can’t know is it good or not. You just can’t. It comes from your own head. It’ll always be more interesting to other people. I know it’s nerve-wrecking to put it out there, but that’s all you can do. The rest is not up to you. Also what Sara said
This is exactly what I’m talking about. I don’t want to do something like Fifty Shades of fuck this shit just because 90% of the people out there would dig it. I want it to be what I imagine and to reflect myself. I put my heart in everything I write but I just don’t want to end frustrated with one shitty book or whatever it might become. As I’m getting older I just see that I really fucked it up the whole time and I can’t relay on my writing to get me out of this. I need to get a job and sort my life out and I can’t fully focus on writing but I would have to so ugh I’m a mess. It only makes sense in my head.